Well here we are at day 23. I think its funny when people realize that I actually have not fallen off the wagon. It actually motivates me even more. It's my way of saying "suck it". It my new form of rebellion. I will show all you nay-sayers that I can in fact do this. That I AM in fact doing this. I'm not claiming to be perfect or saying that at some point I won't slip up, but I am saying that I am committed to doing this.
At church last night I was challenged to "remember". That's right, remember. I am challenged to REMEMBER God. We so often trust God, see his incredible work, then put him in a box the very next moment and try to take control of situations/struggles/relationships etc. Ourselves... No bueno.
I am remembering that God got me through these first 23 days and that he will get me through the next 23.
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Well Mak - I would say good job but it sounds like you are more encouraged by me saying you'll never make it! Seriously, I am proud of you and what you are doing. You are going to be a stronger person for it. This is only going to expand your witness to others that are struggling with an addiction. Stay strong...I'll be praying!
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